knowledge is

Knowlege is.

 in a mans mind. origin in beleif of a man.

 

Beleif is in practical wizdom.

 

i may only discount what i know. If I am never trusted as a man in the world. I may never trust a man.

 

I am viewed but owe nothing toward this view. 

If I am denied as beeing good and worthwile, I will be in strife.

When i have been viewed as a good man in the world and i am not, and i go to untrust worthy individuals than i create a perplexing problem into the world.

When my goodness is based upon self-viewed importance as to how i am viewed. and now I am considered good by the majority even my needed view is not recognized by self.

If i am to do what is needed in the world as to a survival of a race through containment of beleif of a country that could be shredded without dignity.

i have a job like no other.

when the majority of people depend upon a belief of a good view of say leaders of a country for understanding of self as part of this goodness for happiness and contentment that view would be fought to uphold as to my own self.

when trust between human is missing and a violent world has been the effect of laws placed upon man to keep him in constant evolution through leaders in an organized fashion. leader are trusted in for my best interest. I know i am good and my country is as well when I have this view any bad assumption or factual representation of country takes away from my identity as a good human, This is why the gov has to do things not know to thw whole.

in  a deevolved world of violence and a need for safety in a vilent effected man, When gov rule has caused man as a whole to be in a confusion of nature as to his relation to his neighbor is tainted by his factual collection of experience do to seemingly good people "freaking Out" and becoming extraordinarily violent upon others a trust in government must be estabilished and once done so in the extreme case where man has not seen his de evolvement as a whole. when thinkers of an era cannot be the leaders and thinkers cannot protect a population, to be related to as non important as to if my life is effected..

what i need as a human is to be not killed by my neighbor or to be taken my hard earned income. 

man has become violent no matter what.

this can be reversed ..as man started good.

how u say can a man get so bad. i say if he is bad

 a man is bad unbtil proven good where at first he started good, now is opppositionaly based on protecting himmself from badf fortune and early death..

as to my relation to this world I may not benefit from truthful understanding of mankind unless this supports me.

sure problems can be solved, with proper knowledge spread around. however a way of life is behind the gun... a leader has rule over me as i need to express my good self and if i cant do so through doing good toward another that has not my best interest at hand than i shall not waste my energy doing for another thatll do me in..

wizdom in mind..

thinking man can adapt to worldy ways.

My mind can make up for the gap as long as there is undertsanding at how .. My intelligence can free me and the ones i care for however, getting another to seee how the ycan change is often hard as noone has self beleif as the view of another becomes the view of self// when in my relating he is more imporatnt to get me to express m y good ways, I must indeed live for him.

when You are a representitive for me as a good and important man than i shall convince you until I am listened to.

Its a world of security where morality is changed, reason often has no effectual neccecity upon me as or until the reason can directly be bled or gold mined.

i must live and do good work and be happy.

if u are me in who they see, than ui shall keep to myself what you may never see.. i may be missing as to how the world sees me as to my benefit or theirs as to who and how i have worked and learned as both beeing potentially decreasing in value of potential but potential is never seen or known.. if i never have super powers i will not know therefore never miss them.

when all i know is monetary goodness or self view maintained by perceiving others ways of fact about who i am is for me to see in closed doors to say ahh i understand in who i am!!!!   but to say I am I am and to be heard to say you cannot be until it is written for you to see. my power is lessenned..

\to be a leader only a man need to be realized good my all as a means of his way or wizdom to coincide with my own but to be flown or to be at a place of recognition..

leader that i dont know leader who is not like me is a man never beeing leading anyone just seen as a non recognizing figeure..

as importance should be measured in how and why and who

not to be only as i would be viewed by myself as to a place compared to u..

Sticky: Evolve How to.

How do I evolve my mind/body in an age where man is against man.

I start by identifying what conditions every man shares Than zoom in on what information I can know and what I cannot know.

 

I say If I am to be believed as ligit in the things i say as to the motivation of my words, to be accurate and truthful as to not misrepresent or lead another astray. I must say My only knowledge is How i think In myon own mind and i cannot say for sure anothers intent to be less than mine as I am only Human and if I have these desires for a good way of life and to be deemed important, if this instills in me great meaning and apreciation for all things with a natural progression of wizdom, for me to say my brother could not recognize the same positive effects on the brain would for me to say this: I am alone in my condition of human and thus have no basis for the thought that another could not be bright enough or even human enough to notice meaning or a profound way of life. 

if I am not sure of anothers intent. To assume him of my same natural tendencies to have meaning instead of assuming him bad intentions says i go by information that i have this trait inside my beeing that is recognizable and if I am another human, that i am only this. Going by what i understand of my instinctual self says if another is made up of the same fiber as a human than on a logistical or percentage based question, it would go to reason that my human condition is shared and not one in that i only am blessed to have.

when i "give" my brother thus assumed motivations i start closer to where i would be, thus going by reason that he is reasonably similiar in the physical and more general realizations i notice of myself. thus also allowing myself a way to understand my brother vs. no understanding. if I say. he is good until i recognize he is not, than i say I will assume he is like me for my thoughts of him, than if he differrs in his reason , i will question it to find out why, thus not cheating him if he is indeed good, which can effect his actions and behaviors as well as his own self view and view of others, due to lack of recognition in self and others.

U say, How can I say another is genuineley good as a rule for all. when my knowledge of thus world says a lot of us are nottrustworthy, thus throwing out a diagnosis of all man goodness to say I have a want to be good . also to be remembered as well that I will always no I am SMART and able to understand myself. If I stay predetermined in this way in the way we look at others than I stay alone in my feelings that I am good but only question others loyalty to truth and motivational goodness.

This dilema faces us and it is a difficulty in self evolvement.

when i understand self , I understand others. when I AM UNDERSTOOD i thus have understanding of where the group of information that persuaded me exhists thus relying on this as a self-view or view of the world.

Now to say, If I am seen bad and am good, I must constantly strive in attaining view proper of self thru others. To strive to be viewed as I am is an endless battle as to see a good human by  preconditioned factors that give meaning such as the self taking out of neccecity anothers property by means of anothers actions negative views creating a physiological change of beeing thus affecting my thoughts and effecting my natural HUMAN state that as long as a human exhists he needs to feel as he is, if good, thus good..if he is wanting to be good and another takes this away he will need to change his body state to coincide where his thoughts should be to even act accordingly to who and how he is.. If my actions cause no distress in another, but only are thought of as "bad" say we know to take AT ALL from another is wrong. one to be thought to do so now alters his view of another no matter if a man is not affected in this such as .. say Normally could be asked for or to be shared in a way of goodness.. mistakes in identity re goodness such as resonsibility and or control over oneself as to a genuine human set of traits predispositioned to rely on such as good manner, rational thinking, a desire to be part of the social group and to be given a chance to be integral where knowledge would be neccecary as to ones selfs knowledge of pieces missing in the self of view could help in way of creativity and business in the world as one link to be connected in a way like never before, but to be already viewed as less than or not trustworthy based on a labled "bad" action to now never be trusted one who could be the opposite meaning bad socially bad in motivation.. bad in accuracy of truth. To take out of need for self when one is not affecting another, to be even knowing of this need as another on a instinctual level,, 

be thought of wrongly is detrimental to ones life. in family in roles that another needs to further them. To say I am good and smart and honest to all i see and am. to say I would not have a need that another may have, to say i would not do as another is to say i am not human.

I know my own self only. You know your own self only.

It is more important we get to the meaning of existence and not stay trapped by others that view us too small in our gauge for human emotional carring and logical thinking.

If one thinks anothers views are not even within the realm of rational thought, to argue my points to another in muting out all valid points another is trying to make.

To outshine another based on my knowledge.

In this world if you do "bad" in any way that the majority of us are to be held accountable by. meaning no "bad" has to be actually done to say another is in attempt to get one over on me..to not intend to "victimize" a person by means of personal space beeing say " violated"  is also to not be trusted in judgement as to what can and what cant be talked about on a level where defense mechanisms may activate to volcanize old unresolved issues to say OI know what you are or what youve done and are doing is to say that i know what you are within yourself without even accepting truth inside me of another.. to say anyone is above anothers actions is wrong.. to ignore a HUMAN BEEING as to not care if he lives or dies and to say I know more about what is happenning within anothers mind more than them,, not accepting anothers experience as valid or to beleive in anything bthem.. to even hope to beleive in someone is too much..  

we are equal beeings. affected by how we "see" eachother.

Knowledge is knowledge. is is unafeccted by view. I know two men it communication who are of strong blood relation can affect a community in a rare enlightening way.

never take assumption of a mans words to be less meaninghful then your own based on factors of any class factors such as say mood uplifters and or mental experiences. 

do not run from a man when his "problems" seem to you too much.

a man needs a man.  think of others in need of beeing socially involved in something pleasing to the self.

do not be selphish in things that are uplifting to the self such as art or a way to access music, freindship and intelliugent conversation. 

why cant we believe in a overall intelligent way of another over an non understood beleif.

there is explanantion to events, and there is a word of 'insnity"

there is dissbeleif in intentions of goodness and intellect.\

view of another if out of goodness in ones mind is wrong.!!!!!! as all share common traits of goodness!!!!

to judge in a generality or to say i am deserving .. buty he that has been through this and that has no reason to not be alone.. label him mentally ill.. keep him isolated..

I know need , of a good way cannot always be attained in conversation. when one judges another so harshly by actions not even meant for his eyes that were not even dissrespecting or noticable... If I am denied trust when i am trusted , my view maintains itself through a saddness..\

if  i am given trust as to who i am, i will always be eternally grateful, but too say i have not or have only crazy ways about me is to beleif in something not even known!!!!!

BELEIVE IN EACHOTHER ESPECIALLY FAMILY.

life is short.

know the truth of another lies inside you and we all affect eachother,

go back to thoughts that are less than self and understand\

not through anothers view.

But By a mans eyes.

if it were different I would tell you so.

news report on gang stalking

alter magic.
magic alter.


thought to electronic reaction.

stimulation of the braine.

alter reacts only positiveley upon the braine creating much feeling.

this extends the mind making you for one feel caring and good and also very smart.

new ideas, concepts shall come into your mind..

blood vessells mixed in electric currents.. as water and electricity combine so will your power.

......

go against the government.


they rob u and steal your children..

they placed me under mind control at 3.


ive seen picturesque memories of this..

they say they are the ones to protect us..

the opposite... to my family just remember that until uve experienced it you will never know the truth..

a man can understand what goes through his mind..

the truth lies inside a mans mind. he doesnt live for nothing... he lives for a reason. never does he joke about what he says, he lives for his word and dies upon it.

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they love to accuse you of everything under the sun..

if u find yourself hinking earing voices getting paranoid ...think others are thinking badly of you... they are enetring thouhghts into your braine..  soundcan be aimed inside your ear,,unable to detect by others.. this explains it... crazy doesnt explain it..

never do anything but stand up to them... they more they take the more they get away with..

thye spread lies to your community.. they investigate all your relatives.. make you paranoid..

so paranoid..copy voices..like  thats the one that did it.. theyll say... theyll parylyze you put fake spiders on you and snakes..theyll have you feel like your heavy...or on a bad drug..make you feel so bad..put images inside your mind that u wont like and than ask why there there...

theyll isolate you.. force u not too bathe.. tell u not too eat... put humans inside you ,, and telll u there spirits... force you to leVE YOUR apartments  ... 

get you alone and helpless close to death... take your heart and slow it down...

bad stuff.. my blog  brianraine.blogspot.com    chronicles their torture,,,

they love to take credit for bad stuff like killing and raping ..

there not ur friends..

dont beleive them at all..
go after single males who are  a bit ecentric.


they say a man who acts eccentric is a child molesta....

wrong answer,,
i had a good life....  i painted i went to shows had a e tolgirlfreind .. they took it all, and now have told gang stalkers the worst lies.. they go and tell all the  people living here lies..

they blindly beleive the goverment and dont care at all what you say..

they follow you..goverment messes up your mind by .. images and messed up thoughts that the"people in your mind" think your not a good person, so you end up paranoid of your own self.. a man who heres voices saying hes a bad person all the time will end up fearing thoughts that others can see in your mind that would make them think your what they think,, ur mind gets filled with these over years so every thought ends up a fear based unwanted thought...
and they put everyone in ur mind supposedely to witness this and think your like this way normally..the gov adds in many thoughts.. u hear them think there your own as there in ur head  fear them or their images and than presto a insane idiot walking around who thinks just as they planned... they fill u with nerves ... talk down to you ALL the time... saying your ugly, u smelll tell people u dont take showers that you dont clean that you are a junky..they sit there t...and talk down to u every moment of ur waking like and than itch your body and burn it...

they are the worst...its an experience from hell..

dehuminization and depersonalization..

make u need drugs to feel better to take away the nerves the thoughts..tell the police about you and than have u labeled the worst when uve done nothing... at all,, period

now they harass me. bother me

alter human.  something ok logivc upon computer mind ..
i show u in two seconds...

if u take me and put me in prison.. i not going tgo mentor for anti violent ways of innerf city youths...

if u take me and beat yourself up thanyoull be a victim of i8gnorance and witness to something that is not in natural manly caring loving ways// u got a uncarring.. less bright.... a un given food for the soul or spirit.. that can take testosterone.. if u took me and had me see how u see.. and how i just one man.. and how important it is to be not a nothing.. and than i see the souls i disregarded by not thinking kindly of by . pretending its about... an age..

a desire for that is never wihtout intelligence.. and a worldly view.... if u in my mind than iu give u more so i come to u....  so u can beat me up... ok...u need to learn how u effecyt people...  but i more but i not...

same no ..ok u hear from a importasnt person that i important and i know i do this for a reason of my own privacy and self destruction.. if u think u no a pedi i .. show u.... alien disconnect..,...  now   u no gov...   now  u on noone side..as i only one important around hear... all u do all of u is fucking do what u shouldnt....u saying u right there....

in posession of my mind...
ok...

if i had urs...

just know i do it for a reason.....

when my intelligence cant get them .my instictual thoughts must snagg trhem at my cost to my view,, as there gone as who i bcame either effected or not.as ,, somewhere there justified upon that word and all america is is what they say...u hear along time i fight,.,if niot need tio be knowing i begave after they huirt my caring and my reactions upon my intent is alys good..looksd like yes.. figjhtinh to be a man away from them and not thinking of what you see as i did...as its naturasl.. but not practical a.= more.. world is gone..bluebird

that law is disregarded..man is chasing his tail...they are involved....  from them this telepethy..

do wrong as i hate doing nothing and beeing nervous and not in woirld and uncaring

freedom of feeling. once a god .. always a roman.  shield from them.. but be yee wise...
see its a american made junkie prophet buddhist mesh...  from mentor dreams to national guard aspirations to... always a view that never could make it up the hill where one would be looked at as better or more kind ..you know like jesus or kahil.. not about nothing at all i mrean like prison or death....  wonder what they think now that im dead cuz....  now i know im more when i feel it all going because...  thats what the reality for zoe was when that bastard lret her flesh burn.. a sensitive girl so soft and kind and nice and wonderful .. the pain pain so much for her too much i ...  the agony of a child .. ahhhhhhhhhhmyu anger...never processed.. a,lways doubt.. body feeling thoughts played like my own to disbel;eive.in.. rovbots family guy... futurama... rima.. innocent rima not... romance.....

not a guy that they want u to ever know as.. the beast is a paycheck and a 14 year old just for them.. but now thyey psychiotic..... as dinner and a movie is a desired thing.. or a play... music.... frewinds.. that know me.. not  a.. bjork wannabee reinactor...

live for the one that looks the worst...
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manson....  what he got from the beast...  ok thats what he did...

same w every one

twin towers...

america..

one for real

one for fake..

they both fell...

for u and i,, and your law,, for some...

just be civil and not doing alien telepethy as a means to deal withhtis..

upon legal documents...

upon truth

upon their minds...

upon

my evidence of my life just a bit ago...

no sex orientated..

one month ago they say

i perfect

kelly

no pass

matrtha..love.. admiration

myssina.. respect..also empathy or sympathy.. a mother torn by the beast

15 and a princess ..  need to be adored by a man that has it together as she would be his total reason for living...

heroin the child...

and the view..

and the sex of her youoth not around

there fixable..

thats just after knowing already

yoyu dont change

yes i do...

when my body is fair game... than i dont   even ..watch in my other tower that crumbled too...

he just said it...

they feel good.. i feel them they .. me ..

in there heart is the pain but ..numb a wise need as no way to when u need so much

all goes with u

has too..

ull be mixed up

others chastising you

bad man uoull know yiou are

and youlll continue killing

unti lsomeone does it to u..

be not a lost soul recalling your human hypocrisy.. ask us for forgiveness when we say ...

as if u payed attention.. head couint.. whos calling the comments the anxiety

why am i needing to worry about someone in my body

without even a invite..  your in violation of the law.. so i grossed out and shocked....  man.. snoopers,,,,..

disguisting...

child is a word

female is a mother and a lover soon into her teens

and its not a legal human thing..

human is not what u are

need help

thye be u once too

always a slacker

ull die alone and be sorry

and u are good  too

noone said listen to brian in a way of physicality

ur a victim...

happiness

hurting me and others

id fix em/..

the rights of a human.. not be killed in his body or threatened by the government lying or placing the blaim omn me for doing whatr comes natural .. ive always considered myself a human beeing. and with rights to do what he does in privatre.. if a government with laws is here , he does so with laws not force or lies or violation of sacred vowes to rights of privacy... when i am taken from my home where my body rests and upon physical force made to exit my domicile and abandoned all my property byt a demomn like force within my own body,, than made to drive . to be tortured along the way by means of screaming in my head.. eyes burning... air conditioner burning my skin.. heat blasted on high made to roll the windows up... music forced off... throat made thirsty... told not to stop .... when disobeying... a sensation like beeing pulled underwater.. heavy sounds blurred... drink absorbed in thirst.... made to be in a bed that is without sleep... water within arms reach that i cannot have,,,, large snakes upon my head .. that brought shreeks of shock with the men and wioman in my mind... spiders.,,,, placed on my sholders... fake mosquitos''......a man conbtrolling my arms to interigate me .."was I or wasnt I " oh io just smell it on you he saysd.... are you in there.. hey wake-up,, staring in my eyes from his eyes in my eyes,,,,,..made to fear him like u cant imagibe...as was i or wasnt I... with them in the next room....made to stay in my room when they came over....just 2 and three,,,sister depending on me to babysit... fear of them in my mind,, um my body theres,,,saying "stay away from the girl"" and "why arent u more nervous"???,,,,what why whast....to beeing programs in the wall... dont watch disney.....oh heres some oiates.. so ur mom sees

again.. start with understandings.. i learned from souls.../
how do i proove that im tortured.. stop world catastrophe.... have zoe see me with respect that i deserve....
alot happenned.... good human nature.. importance is real.. im saying this... ur told ur good and more important,... good...
if u good more trhan me.. why????
is it goodness  or a power and a saddness with no hopes of good humans... would iy matter if u gained here with me knowledge....
if u know that we all love goodness..tupac and I  went through alot....   all of us did>>>
the gov was there for me....factor in meaning///my wizdom comes with an evolving a true evolving of body and mind....
many of u.....but my view of a leader u hold .. is not ..if u needed  releif from ythe pain and she in you and u knew more than any as u said as to be my guide.....
gov.. is a force a alien controlling way said to..

if u want prison goverment...????  or  nothing than keep talking....

knowledge of me...   i like a need for a drug need to be the best person toward all for all reasons...
but if i a jew in strarvation and offerred a food that i  know to be harmful.....or a drug when i have nothing
my only way at akll to sAVE MYSELF AND ZOE IS TO NOT CARE OF WHAT IS NOT FACTOR IN SAVING OUR LIFE AND MANY OTHERS.... i am only a person who is not alyerreed by mind control/// feels from in body reactionsd of souls that beleive in eachother..if u want to grab ahold of this knowledge for yourself.. but you just ..need it for your self view..saying its cheated or false...

braine technology.....
talking with mind and alters and persons...not them..they are only against all when this not even a threat to u..

new knowledge i saw with them only>>>>>    with u =determined..them altering perception....of this is wrong...
i know that i can tell the diff.. and gov is evil than any ,as i know,,,
lieing one cannot do in feelng alive....when lies they need to tell.....other times.. trruth is told for if not no truth...good they are .. in reaction as u....

u dont say anything of why there here...or how long weve endured for this knowledge..all ive sufferred all the pain all the loss... all the cheating all the people  all the talks..now i can change the world.. but first

your view of me important...

maybe u realize my knowlwedge makes thisi important... more than anything as they cant ever even talk  only beleif bad for u to rect....
from governmenrt....they say these make u a junkie and put u in =jail...they studied and bring them in...
'we feel bad for taking,.,when good feeling is all they bring....after i open my eyes this view only....
my life altered is now but for all...she killed..many more in flesh may die soon...
666
god
obama soul
aliens studying us
gov all clear and waiting upon feeling to show them... my life without powder drugs or any way poor right there too... pain....and talking down a way to keep my evolved brain out of there way..
they do the same but worse as they will be hunted and see how they hurt them ... and be forced to feel emotional pain...

and see how we need them to look up top....all out hopes let down...

a man is beleived upon beeing a man..
but he not a man until a human in evolved or state that is done..

i not me.. until human rights followed..
treay me like this and i cant care for my self as i would when i need to defend from a spirit..when they manipulate my mind and senses..10 days in a row... i feared i hurt ... i made it ..
i met angels but
it auful...
they
when in prison i .....

antichrist

we all have a job if it happenns..  if the gov listens to a man that knows how to stop a catastrophe and rule the world and stop violence and give everyone plenty and stop all poverty and do it for real....
than he know a man that know himmself right now and what the gov needs to do ,.. as it relates to government.. as we all need food and no famine right... easily...

u are men that are nothinkers beyond what you gave me at the worst....  ok all stigmas and the absolute worst of thought iof me is how u adress me... neve reven any attempt on ur paryt to even work anything out ever or even communicate wioth me at all about this at all. only backstabbing  cruel public attention u gave to me when u wanted to say im so out of control...
u were affected so easily by this, it speaks volumes... ull never recover and never want to now...
so far away from anything human u are...
so many are so headingf to u.. i know u are not smart at all... i know that dream of gov importancre is a dream... and the cia is not who u think,, bareley graduated from college... so what right.. noyt my point... just u no need for this right.. tjhink.... big picture.. be more... this is a scandal that theyll fri re u for less u now say no more bullshit.. go d knows they do to... if the cant prove it... so what.. u thta bad?????

i know i need  my sattelite... or to be left alone.. out of this situation....
future is limitless for both of us.. future tells us the answer... logic... goodness .. no dioubt.. that ruins it always.. it would aleways be what it is in a positive way.....
thui

if laws of love come from something other than our intelligent mind.. than why do we think about it so much???
if we are to intelligent  than why cant we simply see her at the age where she needs us??
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if she is beeing taken advantage of.. than how come it keeps happenning past the first one to the end of her life..
if at 18 we cant hurt her,, than whats wrong eith us...

at 16 or 18  shes abandoned and alone..

who is pretty when just her eyes see it..

is pretty even pretty when they use it against her..

if she knew what she wanted in her intelligent mind

if its underlying and wrong or for any one to guess..

a society is run differently for human benifit ok...
i saw signs that we were alien influenced..
first the meanness of the government men... and the goodness i witnessed of the soul.. so good that bad seemed alien...when evil is .. light is no more...
hearts are hardened,,..,
i would ask myself why i am worthy as a human to be so self important... lots of humans to have a chance..
if i hadnt a family or a chance to be happy... if another had ones that loved .. and i nothing... but lies and money and lust.. if iever were confused or part of it... if i just afraid... when noone can at all..
life is good real good.. we feel amazing like that... i got there myself and happy just out of harm.. see
my life for you to ingraine ..but ur soul wont come back to nothing..

if i hear a voice saying angels... that are smarter than any go=vernment

i think angels in disguise they coukldnt be...
angels ,spirits, humans.. dont lie about there lifes..
if i want to be a liar or fake id not be alive now...

up from the rubble .. i came to say i lived to get here to show you what io learned.. no way to proove so i prooved how to . do that without ,,

Ok.. peeps
if christ was just a carpenter
than who made the cross?

anti is against
I am for
that word
has my eyes on the floor.

if i a enemy .. a stranger for lust
if it be me than that.. instead
them than me than that
..
a purpose ..
if i important as money wealth or government notariity,,not junky...homeless..sloth...oh..liar now
all these things...
so i  a person that has a heroin habit?? no...  am i a known p  ?  NO...   have i ever.. as far as gov knows..NO???  what do old freinds say????   have I ever had a secret fantasy with a gf????   hmm.....
check it out???
what do they say????  did i care in my life???  did I a year ago turn in a predifi???   and hate another????
if i HAPPY  with what is going aon as my life/././meaning if this be any way related to me...  not just fluctuation..

yes  i react  too ...   non really//  if it was something that i did wrong or something that could /
but the fact is....  younger..  dont look at her.... all the myths....  america law... pdf beleif....  god....  molst..itching.....    forever....shot..hatred....

this has been a long strory of almnost scientifical ..understandings..
once the gov was in communication as to the answer of the sexes.. and alot happenned...

depending,,

war. what is it good for
i take the heat
for the lot...
as long as its wrong in me... and you ,,are them..they are them or you...
your morality is yours not theirs.....
if they affected
than annyone..
all the same
noone under 18 even the soul

ahh

ok....

i apply ssdi..go on a list
sold to them....
how it happenns... they knew me... just channells...
feds are everywhere... and i a law abiding dude...
see we all are in fear of the guy who uses woman...  all think hes the one that we arentr or that we are the savior the one trhat is a listener...   a man that tiptoes around beeing a man.. letting her in to seduce the life write out of you.... see a man lost his way in the world... but instinct is real.. and last night u experienced something that is without blame otr guilt...sad really..
u see i try to tell u..  but u say,, no matter...if u are right han tell me...ahh' man. more knowledge needed..
mcntrlrs work in the mind
thoughts
'which ones they kill u think...
porn watchers...
legal ....porn..
what about father
kill him too..
and punish her too???
how about I protect her now as new father....
and daddy is gone and u do as i say but dont smile as this is my sin.. see..it d only huirt me....
or offend... i nothing to smile at girl....
killing is a habit in bluebird.. i at the recieving end of my life beeing shortened too....
and i kept saying.. Im not one.... just wait,,, 

i agree as far as that.. before i did nothing ever...
something else..top secret,,
hmmm....

nope...
nice as a heroin addict gets
we have a better relationship now..
lilly born in 2006.
my blog ok...
i cant as it gets worse see.

dont know how or how
when i give all i ever had//
6 lifestiomes of pain and tears and carring...
who i was or wouldve been
lilly
saw in me ...someone...
she a good woman...as he and she special as her name lilly grace
man would never ever upon hell fitre furry do anything to a little girl...see men they are not....
\and i what i see in my head is only what they are and who i am is someone i cant be as i get rreminded of it
but they are evil as i could never be as no room in hell for another patsy or pansy id have to be that is....
hell fire wouldnt keep me from closing that door...
attraction is natural to get a girl in the world...
see it like this,,, i did... already noone says????? why//

everything woyuld be fine
what a human can understand he can...
i mean,,. they afraid but.. man what are they thinkingf?????
too afraid to have others know forreal????
cmon???
of punishment????
im the one who decidces their fate .. or should be...
but to them the need me noone... a shadow with no sun see.... just a blank  aids ridden doubt of a man...
no will no want for niceness..just what they are.. but I not ever  that see....
ever upon evrer....
we all are who we are when with the ones we  either love or the life we have that we work for... every human never stops learning as to his mistakes...
i am just never noticed in my pain.. ever,.,.
well... u cant see the big picture...
hmm..

if i hurt than ,, I am the one to be rescured.. if i do in my mind something unusual when no use for me in the world when all is against me. and no hope io ever have.. when all i want is for them to say .. we know u didnt do itr and t han make it so,, by backing it up in my body.. as far as pain.. always the pdf to them they wat they treat me... look down to me always..... our spirit is always good..
thet slid backwards...
it all came outr
nop plan
and i smart
'they publicised it???
why???

lo

he or she could be known as long as classrooms fill and kids pop pills as long as guys get some and chicks spit or swallow....i heard of a guy
one eyed dick..
he shot himmself
busdriver
cutie she was..
poor guy
right thru the snow he did
oh crazy one eyed dick
lived he did
thru it..
22 to the head
she was his for the taking
but dick loved her he did
busdriver
crazy hollerin
hick
beauty
she was
did he know
she was so
or was it
his ya know
like problem
...
dick
frealt guilt
ya see
..
dick
didnt mean tgo do it
dick
killed her
right???

no
hmmmm
he fealt your stare

when i  am inhabited with either personalities of science or the past
there is commom knowlwedge that each assertains to his or herself..that we are told were good.
each person ality past will trust knowledge gained..understandings gained during this time will be reference for another soul...each thought will be trusted..


nature  is ones commonn drive or will aor want that is seen in the soul or theh beeing..
it is a defining  feeling that is recioognized by love of the other..a higher love
that when combined in the body or with thought in person

science dictatesd the feeling to reacction and though process simply

if i want to learn in life after good nature is learnesd and depened\ed upon for all there are certain rules that if not followed can lead me to making mistakes that others lifes depend upon..
when a society says we want to be in control of religous beleifs and want to come to a agreement on all things that are not known there comes certain respionsibility to this knowledge..say good human nature
this comes with a responsibility to be a smart individual but one with a confidence to know how to use logic within the realm of personal experience....an observer is also key to this...for proclimation..

i learned that the brain develops with energyu from thoughts when  my own  are focused on another as to learn;; the learning comes from anothers thoughts as to be seen as equally as my own as from another.
i am only separate from another when i am differrent...
if i give two things to another in his speech ...good intent and importance ..
if i wish to not beleive him i must do so out of logic to discount.
this will give to not making a mistake..
when i see another as I am that will strenghten me and rwequire aniother to listen to me ass for there own benifit..

i

if my  personality is attached to a view of another that other genertes my self esteem ..my importance and everything relevant to who i am in the community and all  my self confidence .. my f\drive my motivation...

when this controls me ..it controls all i can do in my life

my state of mind is my base or my drawing board..
comparing the past ..humaqn behavior in all i see and read all i communicate to be would be all i know...
in the old days
say the bible or other writtings we heard from men that were inspired by God..iothers like kahil kibran were prophets that often secluded themsdelves from the community where they gained knowledge...often sick or dying there strenghth gained from these weakene states often needing an isiolating environment to have a non effect of others and to others...as living within society one must pay to the society in many ways including walk the walk..

when goodness is in the mind the mere word says there is something about it that has a negative,..if one is good than its a claim that there lifestyle is in relation the word...

i claim that

good human nature.

is a state of mind

thay affects the body.

belief good natuire

is a state of mind

that doesnt effect

the body at all.

but is a mental metaphor

for what goodness is

when goodness itself is perceived to be a way of living that one holds itself up to that connects an individual to a group or a percei\ved group of people that have similiar or good beleifs that we all share to make a good way of living. this is mostly based on our countries laws.. and the fact that a human can be anything from murderer to abuser of children.. this beleif is ingrained in our soul .





good nature

well this is my love saga truth.
zoe plays the female looking for love in all the rightwrong??

hey honey...ah my trip was so exhausting..im so glad to be back "I love you so so much"""

ok....braines been thai speaking,,,meaning supporting rehabilitation of jons and hookers from there bad body feelings and guilt....the major love connection for the open mind....

Zoes been alone..no sex. no flowers..no chinese food....no b52"s and comedy night....

"well its nice to hear u say that....whats it feel like to love me?" 

Real Love is fealt ..its something a man does with his actions/....
zoe cant be effected by brians saying this..only asks how it feels for him to love her as she doesnt benifit from this..

real love is fealt.. and is a movement toward goodness ...an expression of love...



nstead...

Oh Hunny...

Brian immediateley kisses an dhugs zoe....and gives her his time..
than she knows shes loved,,,

as love isnt saying or even beeing in love

love is a reaction of affection and greatfulness of the smile of the other...

i cant love zoe without loving her...
intention is great

actually saying without doing is saying..i cant love you
so ill just tell u a word,,,,
this is
intellectual love.
beeing in love' s

seeing ones beauty
as an all encompassing human beeing...
a body is apreciated
as how sexy it is...
its a representatiopn for whats inside..
humility
acceptance of the human
and a Given Goodness and respect for
a human....as body and soul..
as too much negative expectation of a womans body is toward a mans view of her as an object..

a man doesnt want an object as he   alreadu is feeling inadequate as she is the one who says whats what

..as he ytres to respect and please her..his guilt for beeing a man if recognbized is what he cant deakl with,,,
if she says he is seeing her as for his own selfishness this  is rejected and reacted to as a misconception..
this gives insight into his role and the fact that his guilt is his own way of saying hes trying to do everything right but he cant as ..his job is never done..thus putting her in the posistion to be the sex higher arc....
as he is inadequate both phytsically and emotianally as much she requires...but mostly
the physical manifestation of this love will due to show her she is loved...
so love is his beeing there for th elong term...
using her body is the fear of him leaving after the promise of security...his treatment of her can be very sexual in a way of masculinity and control as hers .he need not fear this as her fear..controling the actual sexual act is what she needs to know he knows what to do so she doesnt react to his isecurity in how he thinks of her which ,.,.a bit of man is good..if he loses it he may not gan t back as
one guy to much hes in for it....better he  be the man than feel guilt for lookng at her body..
admitall that she is beautiful as to his  senses is needed..she often times seems as though she is clueless what reason he looks at her....as though he can not react to her...

trust in good nature every guy tjhat sees u is saying your beauty is wonderful and that goes for everything...

guys hate guys that whistle and say hey babey...  or think of woman as ignorant...

know mans role in the world isnt even ever needed..so she has an advantage..but for him to be equal in his dominance as to be the security he must  commit with love what would secure a chld not to feel guilt...
thought is acclemating but goes through saigon

breath to thought to accusation of suspected blocking image.  gets thoughts to fear images.
moving eyes when eyes focus on one place....told same.
would see in thought my thought s to block images this way..would be known and seen in thoughts..
must have been told to watch for anything or that breath calms to stay agitated and i do space out,,anything to cobntrol me..

snakes in armpits to induce fear add to sense of guilt....spiders..monmkey robot
no resolution of past fire and voices in public t accuse of beeing someone .. criminal??  who>>???

no liar am i
they lie all trhe time
made to seem guily

18 under law all have ingrained in spirit be
no porn or young have i ever in any thought  ever during this mind control
love w

intellectualize attraction how we attract every male as our law ...body feeling 18 beeing norm

porn from cia

t

God. acclemation
understandings that will get that old beater going.... to the next rest area.
enough dope to pretend u care ....  if thatll say america im all for it

g w. mom and  i can celebrate his sense of humour and

be greatful for america as i can only imagne...

america the beautiful

lazy and rich

but taken care of...

dont take it for granite

they care..
about you....

so

if u are smart but lack empathy..
go with the empathy..

if u have compassion but no reason
get a reason for it..
its called doing somethng

answers are every minute
it depends who you care about
me or you..
or the know how to see you are a human
beyond looking down to make u seem up...
you reaqlly rely on this as ur importance,,

fact and drugs

or caring and a beleif thats
based on something that i react to that we all know

noone yet has claimed to say how or what that is
but..someday we all will be factchecked

as we all is a no show

think into the future with another higher up aas u can.

already ..vulcan..
bluish beeings w 666 on or off there hands..
dont do it they said....
aliens make a kaw for no sex...
the ones..probably for population...they seem to care more about repressed right wing ways
no drugs as they provide em.... one thing thats bad in a controlled society'
rules they said just rules...
humans connected there good soul to the once thought human born rules
15 or 18
18 gives the girls fertility enzymes to them for research and genetic encoduing for "our labratory personell"

bluebird....a disguise for genentic engineering ..
get em riled up at the target...get the whole hs involved..all those eggs and sperms...
plus how they love to take us up at night....
all real as ive fealt the cold and zoe s gone up herself..ive talkled to her while there and back...

so how to deal

vulcon
next to earth
a beeing of light that travelsd with the soulk alter based soul
ai based on human and alien human look ..with high intelligence and a soul thats programmed to goodness

possdible mindscanner codes of ethics implanted in alter as syuper computer may run them as far as work assingnments..housing...money....needs of one  ..
a good human
is a human that wants to be good through ideas aND HELPING..
ALIEN WORSHIPS US AS WE CAN V=CREATE A BEEING IN OUR MINDS AND GET EVIDENCE OF SPECIFICATIONAL  info derrived from the atmosphere that only they would know..

alien //governs the men for jesus until his return as jesus was crucified..

however noone human or alien has related as to the possible future of our new beeing...some alien owned some us....but t he ruling must be dual....
idea and manidfestation is human
work alien mostly as humans are on there way..
morality human
as our sould go to goodness annyweay
we create a peaceful society naturally..
uve had us governed so long we dont know how but we are evoklved..
all issues in the govern ment will be relooked at as human function is a t a low till we get our souls back...
we govern the species in a startrekkian style that problen=ms solves
we bring peace and look for peaceful sollutions..
our god is good and has designes us so.. we dont want to have u under us or u above us biut
will say we have just awoken to our potential..and will share in our intelligent ways and once a peace treaty to our young ladies and our little antrartica contract is lifted theres nothing we wont do,, as we beleuived ibn our government so,, to not let the cat our=t of the bad so to speak for us would be f=good..

we have great feeling in our bodies,,
once we attain this state we desire it as we have evolved higher.
any unnatural stress is absorbed in our energy thus reduced ibn capabilities of telepathic thought or future planning for our species...
new laws will be made....
give this human a chance..
unninvolve yourself with him so we cabn relook at morality in the big picture....
judge not less ye be

look at our gods words
and remember your own that you would worship a soul
man..
as that is which you take
one..you process what youve done
and we will not assume your instincts
are unkind just nature..respect knowledge,,goodfeeling oncer evolved is what we wish on annyone..not resentment.....man feels a man when he is in cobntrol of his life..

i am who they react to in emotion or thought
always good
when facts are from him
as ur words reacted to tin truth goodness and caring...

3 programs  in my head to cause you to see me wrong..
future to past reccolection of my logic for negative consequence making me wrot with anxiety and pain, isolating and depressing, stigmatizing( calling general names that ascosiate to a group of people blamed or used for a lie ..beeing labled as such  of any negative view)

image  burning discounts memeories and brings doubt..sinking doubt to all memories in onlookers...
method,,,simple no way to make excuses for lack of intelluigence..if this brings a logical explanation for said images ..this has to be used to discount them  as original or another methos fact based on evidence attained by you . if you want to keep your view..or offerred by them as to a fax..memeories in logs of thoughts ..also past and future memories all in database as a light beam holds electricity..one kept pointed at me and ....than to space for time travel,,,,..of thought,,,

*****beleif based reason quickly coupled with doubt or assasinate with facts of simple human logic.

now be in your head...notice another whos very mean and condeming in every way..
aorders u to not concentrate on your breath..  now when you try  to not....if you are accused ..its unclear why as  this can happen from beeing in need to calm down.....if an image u see is placedd in your head than they say" we suspect or know your blocking images...so dont concentrate.. contractors may be there after drug is used to make one hyperventilate....techs leave and contractors notice breATHING  but unaware of even reason of program..told to watch for things...of body...now beeing aware of the calming effects....this would be reason to say dont.. and than suspicious minds say dont..and u cant but blame on u as they so about u they never think,,,,so
as u think of there plight a thought of there suspicion will bring a thought that if u cant stop ur breathing a image could appear based on ur thought saying it..make a unwanted thought for sure...
contractor told braines do not produce images...this is to say a brain is unafected as anyone can tell a image can plaque u when u try to get it out..like a breath u cant stop it will return...evidence to this is is the book the white bear...

images from this punished or reinforced into all memories by thought implementration of images to memories...keeping eyes m oving   with same criteria,,,does this with every breath and thought a potential image could be seen with a fear induced logic of what can come to mind based on subjecting to a subjects own fear of vulnerability and parylization..and hostile takeover.....any thought or fear of manipulation or negative dread of this.. conditioned to fear thought...images ..
any effort to stop any unwanted image either real from them or attained from there programs is out of fear..

the thought mismatcher...
three chances..with no potential reward
either opiates or
disgusting computer....klkl[
images in my head a reason to stop the reward
reverberation..echoing words and thoughts extra words all night,,,,,
to stop this ..i needed to not speak out w2hich was  to use my mouth to say words....to learn to use telepathic thought....sir sir  and maam...to me maam sir and sie...respect to her...
flip them off for punishment
never a wanted response.
suicide a word that brought pain,
word said as a reflex of  unwant after eachj time....

 i say i say i think i saw  a man with a master plan.

a man with no room to sell his soul to me

i say i think i saw a man  i say i think i saw a man

I love to be who you would be proud of

to be your creation..

'

they bleed in all forms

powerful men without hope..

a man with a soul i think i saw

a man with rythem and with soul

a man with rithem in his soul.

a soul with rythem be the man

 a man with rythem be

a man with with rythem deep within

deep within his soul...

a man be one and many be

a a man with soul and grace

a man within us all he be

a man called human race

a man he be so  say he be

a man within his all

when all he be is simply one

without a head he be

a man without a head he be

a headless man thats all

when a head is all and man he be

a body may he have..

u say his body is his own

i say i saw u ask

his body is for all to have

when his head u have..

if he want to see how he see

he must see within them all

when he see only what they think of he

he think of he thats all(headless)

how he see he see from only all

one man be enough to see

to see for us all..

only when he see them all be only made of good

when he see a man be good

he sees another man

to be a man a man sees good

is to see all men be good..

a man may see himself only in his eyes

he see from what they think of him..

im afraid thats all they see

if they want to see him right

he must care not what they think

.when a thought he never sees

he sees not what what they think

who he is he see them say

in his eyes they see..

his eye says who he is

when he is the same

when a man be humble be

sacrificial in his way

another man be he instead

when thinking he is good.

one man in side us all is good

when you trust a man

when thinking of a thought u see

see goodness and caring be in thought

u see for goodness you can feel

when u trust a mans goodness as your own

give to him caring be

see what he give back../.

when u feel this EFFECT

goodness you can feel is real

no drug or simple way

importance be the next seed sown

in each and every thought.

never take the easy thought

the one that weill cast doubt

this road be weary heavy be

a rod made to make oil

oil be oil

sacrifice the children be

not for your namesake

your applel be a apple be

when dealing with my lot..

men aree good u set the law.

see your effects

if u sacrifice the lot

in one..u sacrifice them all..

god is th one in all

that'll destroy all

he no need to wit and see

he  will kill u all right now..

get the pedophile out of our head

or blood shall be instead...