Ok.. peeps
if christ was just a carpenter
than who made the cross?

anti is against
I am for
that word
has my eyes on the floor.

if i a enemy .. a stranger for lust
if it be me than that.. instead
them than me than that
..
a purpose ..
if i important as money wealth or government notariity,,not junky...homeless..sloth...oh..liar now
all these things...
so i  a person that has a heroin habit?? no...  am i a known p  ?  NO...   have i ever.. as far as gov knows..NO???  what do old freinds say????   have I ever had a secret fantasy with a gf????   hmm.....
check it out???
what do they say????  did i care in my life???  did I a year ago turn in a predifi???   and hate another????
if i HAPPY  with what is going aon as my life/././meaning if this be any way related to me...  not just fluctuation..

yes  i react  too ...   non really//  if it was something that i did wrong or something that could /
but the fact is....  younger..  dont look at her.... all the myths....  america law... pdf beleif....  god....  molst..itching.....    forever....shot..hatred....

this has been a long strory of almnost scientifical ..understandings..
once the gov was in communication as to the answer of the sexes.. and alot happenned...

depending,,

war. what is it good for
i take the heat
for the lot...
as long as its wrong in me... and you ,,are them..they are them or you...
your morality is yours not theirs.....
if they affected
than annyone..
all the same
noone under 18 even the soul

ahh

ok....

i apply ssdi..go on a list
sold to them....
how it happenns... they knew me... just channells...
feds are everywhere... and i a law abiding dude...
see we all are in fear of the guy who uses woman...  all think hes the one that we arentr or that we are the savior the one trhat is a listener...   a man that tiptoes around beeing a man.. letting her in to seduce the life write out of you.... see a man lost his way in the world... but instinct is real.. and last night u experienced something that is without blame otr guilt...sad really..
u see i try to tell u..  but u say,, no matter...if u are right han tell me...ahh' man. more knowledge needed..
mcntrlrs work in the mind
thoughts
'which ones they kill u think...
porn watchers...
legal ....porn..
what about father
kill him too..
and punish her too???
how about I protect her now as new father....
and daddy is gone and u do as i say but dont smile as this is my sin.. see..it d only huirt me....
or offend... i nothing to smile at girl....
killing is a habit in bluebird.. i at the recieving end of my life beeing shortened too....
and i kept saying.. Im not one.... just wait,,, 

i agree as far as that.. before i did nothing ever...
something else..top secret,,
hmmm....

nope...
nice as a heroin addict gets
we have a better relationship now..
lilly born in 2006.
my blog ok...
i cant as it gets worse see.

dont know how or how
when i give all i ever had//
6 lifestiomes of pain and tears and carring...
who i was or wouldve been
lilly
saw in me ...someone...
she a good woman...as he and she special as her name lilly grace
man would never ever upon hell fitre furry do anything to a little girl...see men they are not....
\and i what i see in my head is only what they are and who i am is someone i cant be as i get rreminded of it
but they are evil as i could never be as no room in hell for another patsy or pansy id have to be that is....
hell fire wouldnt keep me from closing that door...
attraction is natural to get a girl in the world...
see it like this,,, i did... already noone says????? why//

everything woyuld be fine
what a human can understand he can...
i mean,,. they afraid but.. man what are they thinkingf?????
too afraid to have others know forreal????
cmon???
of punishment????
im the one who decidces their fate .. or should be...
but to them the need me noone... a shadow with no sun see.... just a blank  aids ridden doubt of a man...
no will no want for niceness..just what they are.. but I not ever  that see....
ever upon evrer....
we all are who we are when with the ones we  either love or the life we have that we work for... every human never stops learning as to his mistakes...
i am just never noticed in my pain.. ever,.,.
well... u cant see the big picture...
hmm..

if i hurt than ,, I am the one to be rescured.. if i do in my mind something unusual when no use for me in the world when all is against me. and no hope io ever have.. when all i want is for them to say .. we know u didnt do itr and t han make it so,, by backing it up in my body.. as far as pain.. always the pdf to them they wat they treat me... look down to me always..... our spirit is always good..
thet slid backwards...
it all came outr
nop plan
and i smart
'they publicised it???
why???

lo