the rights of a human.. not be killed in his body or threatened by the government lying or placing the blaim omn me for doing whatr comes natural .. ive always considered myself a human beeing. and with rights to do what he does in privatre.. if a government with laws is here , he does so with laws not force or lies or violation of sacred vowes to rights of privacy... when i am taken from my home where my body rests and upon physical force made to exit my domicile and abandoned all my property byt a demomn like force within my own body,, than made to drive . to be tortured along the way by means of screaming in my head.. eyes burning... air conditioner burning my skin.. heat blasted on high made to roll the windows up... music forced off... throat made thirsty... told not to stop .... when disobeying... a sensation like beeing pulled underwater.. heavy sounds blurred... drink absorbed in thirst.... made to be in a bed that is without sleep... water within arms reach that i cannot have,,,, large snakes upon my head .. that brought shreeks of shock with the men and wioman in my mind... spiders.,,,, placed on my sholders... fake mosquitos''......a man conbtrolling my arms to interigate me .."was I or wasnt I " oh io just smell it on you he saysd.... are you in there.. hey wake-up,, staring in my eyes from his eyes in my eyes,,,,,..made to fear him like u cant imagibe...as was i or wasnt I... with them in the next room....made to stay in my room when they came over....just 2 and three,,,sister depending on me to babysit... fear of them in my mind,, um my body theres,,,saying "stay away from the girl"" and "why arent u more nervous"???,,,,what why whast....to beeing programs in the wall... dont watch disney.....oh heres some oiates.. so ur mom sees

again.. start with understandings.. i learned from souls.../
how do i proove that im tortured.. stop world catastrophe.... have zoe see me with respect that i deserve....
alot happenned.... good human nature.. importance is real.. im saying this... ur told ur good and more important,... good...
if u good more trhan me.. why????
is it goodness  or a power and a saddness with no hopes of good humans... would iy matter if u gained here with me knowledge....
if u know that we all love goodness..tupac and I  went through alot....   all of us did>>>
the gov was there for me....factor in meaning///my wizdom comes with an evolving a true evolving of body and mind....
many of u.....but my view of a leader u hold .. is not ..if u needed  releif from ythe pain and she in you and u knew more than any as u said as to be my guide.....
gov.. is a force a alien controlling way said to..

if u want prison goverment...????  or  nothing than keep talking....

knowledge of me...   i like a need for a drug need to be the best person toward all for all reasons...
but if i a jew in strarvation and offerred a food that i  know to be harmful.....or a drug when i have nothing
my only way at akll to sAVE MYSELF AND ZOE IS TO NOT CARE OF WHAT IS NOT FACTOR IN SAVING OUR LIFE AND MANY OTHERS.... i am only a person who is not alyerreed by mind control/// feels from in body reactionsd of souls that beleive in eachother..if u want to grab ahold of this knowledge for yourself.. but you just ..need it for your self view..saying its cheated or false...

braine technology.....
talking with mind and alters and persons...not them..they are only against all when this not even a threat to u..

new knowledge i saw with them only>>>>>    with u =determined..them altering perception....of this is wrong...
i know that i can tell the diff.. and gov is evil than any ,as i know,,,
lieing one cannot do in feelng alive....when lies they need to tell.....other times.. trruth is told for if not no truth...good they are .. in reaction as u....

u dont say anything of why there here...or how long weve endured for this knowledge..all ive sufferred all the pain all the loss... all the cheating all the people  all the talks..now i can change the world.. but first

your view of me important...

maybe u realize my knowlwedge makes thisi important... more than anything as they cant ever even talk  only beleif bad for u to rect....
from governmenrt....they say these make u a junkie and put u in =jail...they studied and bring them in...
'we feel bad for taking,.,when good feeling is all they bring....after i open my eyes this view only....
my life altered is now but for all...she killed..many more in flesh may die soon...
666
god
obama soul
aliens studying us
gov all clear and waiting upon feeling to show them... my life without powder drugs or any way poor right there too... pain....and talking down a way to keep my evolved brain out of there way..
they do the same but worse as they will be hunted and see how they hurt them ... and be forced to feel emotional pain...

and see how we need them to look up top....all out hopes let down...

a man is beleived upon beeing a man..
but he not a man until a human in evolved or state that is done..

i not me.. until human rights followed..
treay me like this and i cant care for my self as i would when i need to defend from a spirit..when they manipulate my mind and senses..10 days in a row... i feared i hurt ... i made it ..
i met angels but
it auful...
they
when in prison i .....

antichrist

we all have a job if it happenns..  if the gov listens to a man that knows how to stop a catastrophe and rule the world and stop violence and give everyone plenty and stop all poverty and do it for real....
than he know a man that know himmself right now and what the gov needs to do ,.. as it relates to government.. as we all need food and no famine right... easily...

u are men that are nothinkers beyond what you gave me at the worst....  ok all stigmas and the absolute worst of thought iof me is how u adress me... neve reven any attempt on ur paryt to even work anything out ever or even communicate wioth me at all about this at all. only backstabbing  cruel public attention u gave to me when u wanted to say im so out of control...
u were affected so easily by this, it speaks volumes... ull never recover and never want to now...
so far away from anything human u are...
so many are so headingf to u.. i know u are not smart at all... i know that dream of gov importancre is a dream... and the cia is not who u think,, bareley graduated from college... so what right.. noyt my point... just u no need for this right.. tjhink.... big picture.. be more... this is a scandal that theyll fri re u for less u now say no more bullshit.. go d knows they do to... if the cant prove it... so what.. u thta bad?????

i know i need  my sattelite... or to be left alone.. out of this situation....
future is limitless for both of us.. future tells us the answer... logic... goodness .. no dioubt.. that ruins it always.. it would aleways be what it is in a positive way.....
thui

if laws of love come from something other than our intelligent mind.. than why do we think about it so much???
if we are to intelligent  than why cant we simply see her at the age where she needs us??
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if she is beeing taken advantage of.. than how come it keeps happenning past the first one to the end of her life..
if at 18 we cant hurt her,, than whats wrong eith us...

at 16 or 18  shes abandoned and alone..

who is pretty when just her eyes see it..

is pretty even pretty when they use it against her..

if she knew what she wanted in her intelligent mind

if its underlying and wrong or for any one to guess..

a society is run differently for human benifit ok...
i saw signs that we were alien influenced..
first the meanness of the government men... and the goodness i witnessed of the soul.. so good that bad seemed alien...when evil is .. light is no more...
hearts are hardened,,..,
i would ask myself why i am worthy as a human to be so self important... lots of humans to have a chance..
if i hadnt a family or a chance to be happy... if another had ones that loved .. and i nothing... but lies and money and lust.. if iever were confused or part of it... if i just afraid... when noone can at all..
life is good real good.. we feel amazing like that... i got there myself and happy just out of harm.. see
my life for you to ingraine ..but ur soul wont come back to nothing..

if i hear a voice saying angels... that are smarter than any go=vernment

i think angels in disguise they coukldnt be...
angels ,spirits, humans.. dont lie about there lifes..
if i want to be a liar or fake id not be alive now...

up from the rubble .. i came to say i lived to get here to show you what io learned.. no way to proove so i prooved how to . do that without ,,

Ok.. peeps
if christ was just a carpenter
than who made the cross?

anti is against
I am for
that word
has my eyes on the floor.

if i a enemy .. a stranger for lust
if it be me than that.. instead
them than me than that
..
a purpose ..
if i important as money wealth or government notariity,,not junky...homeless..sloth...oh..liar now
all these things...
so i  a person that has a heroin habit?? no...  am i a known p  ?  NO...   have i ever.. as far as gov knows..NO???  what do old freinds say????   have I ever had a secret fantasy with a gf????   hmm.....
check it out???
what do they say????  did i care in my life???  did I a year ago turn in a predifi???   and hate another????
if i HAPPY  with what is going aon as my life/././meaning if this be any way related to me...  not just fluctuation..

yes  i react  too ...   non really//  if it was something that i did wrong or something that could /
but the fact is....  younger..  dont look at her.... all the myths....  america law... pdf beleif....  god....  molst..itching.....    forever....shot..hatred....

this has been a long strory of almnost scientifical ..understandings..
once the gov was in communication as to the answer of the sexes.. and alot happenned...

depending,,

war. what is it good for
i take the heat
for the lot...
as long as its wrong in me... and you ,,are them..they are them or you...
your morality is yours not theirs.....
if they affected
than annyone..
all the same
noone under 18 even the soul

ahh

ok....

i apply ssdi..go on a list
sold to them....
how it happenns... they knew me... just channells...
feds are everywhere... and i a law abiding dude...
see we all are in fear of the guy who uses woman...  all think hes the one that we arentr or that we are the savior the one trhat is a listener...   a man that tiptoes around beeing a man.. letting her in to seduce the life write out of you.... see a man lost his way in the world... but instinct is real.. and last night u experienced something that is without blame otr guilt...sad really..
u see i try to tell u..  but u say,, no matter...if u are right han tell me...ahh' man. more knowledge needed..
mcntrlrs work in the mind
thoughts
'which ones they kill u think...
porn watchers...
legal ....porn..
what about father
kill him too..
and punish her too???
how about I protect her now as new father....
and daddy is gone and u do as i say but dont smile as this is my sin.. see..it d only huirt me....
or offend... i nothing to smile at girl....
killing is a habit in bluebird.. i at the recieving end of my life beeing shortened too....
and i kept saying.. Im not one.... just wait,,, 

i agree as far as that.. before i did nothing ever...
something else..top secret,,
hmmm....

nope...
nice as a heroin addict gets
we have a better relationship now..
lilly born in 2006.
my blog ok...
i cant as it gets worse see.

dont know how or how
when i give all i ever had//
6 lifestiomes of pain and tears and carring...
who i was or wouldve been
lilly
saw in me ...someone...
she a good woman...as he and she special as her name lilly grace
man would never ever upon hell fitre furry do anything to a little girl...see men they are not....
\and i what i see in my head is only what they are and who i am is someone i cant be as i get rreminded of it
but they are evil as i could never be as no room in hell for another patsy or pansy id have to be that is....
hell fire wouldnt keep me from closing that door...
attraction is natural to get a girl in the world...
see it like this,,, i did... already noone says????? why//

everything woyuld be fine
what a human can understand he can...
i mean,,. they afraid but.. man what are they thinkingf?????
too afraid to have others know forreal????
cmon???
of punishment????
im the one who decidces their fate .. or should be...
but to them the need me noone... a shadow with no sun see.... just a blank  aids ridden doubt of a man...
no will no want for niceness..just what they are.. but I not ever  that see....
ever upon evrer....
we all are who we are when with the ones we  either love or the life we have that we work for... every human never stops learning as to his mistakes...
i am just never noticed in my pain.. ever,.,.
well... u cant see the big picture...
hmm..

if i hurt than ,, I am the one to be rescured.. if i do in my mind something unusual when no use for me in the world when all is against me. and no hope io ever have.. when all i want is for them to say .. we know u didnt do itr and t han make it so,, by backing it up in my body.. as far as pain.. always the pdf to them they wat they treat me... look down to me always..... our spirit is always good..
thet slid backwards...
it all came outr
nop plan
and i smart
'they publicised it???
why???

lo

he or she could be known as long as classrooms fill and kids pop pills as long as guys get some and chicks spit or swallow....i heard of a guy
one eyed dick..
he shot himmself
busdriver
cutie she was..
poor guy
right thru the snow he did
oh crazy one eyed dick
lived he did
thru it..
22 to the head
she was his for the taking
but dick loved her he did
busdriver
crazy hollerin
hick
beauty
she was
did he know
she was so
or was it
his ya know
like problem
...
dick
frealt guilt
ya see
..
dick
didnt mean tgo do it
dick
killed her
right???

no
hmmmm
he fealt your stare