Back from the grave, ahead of the times..-time to paddle out of my mind...stand up catch a wave straight to hell...under toe grwing strong suck me out to the open sea....unwanted mind catches all ad and nothing food...what is this neurotic option? Tensed up brains waves
Watchec inside my mind...what they think too programmed inn... they this k I this k...seeing me become es the ..know self without others..blank slate of being..clueless---originl feeling---firework thoughts...snowflakes on fire...
Don't car what they this k..its so tirring-..relaxation...how...where. why...looks ...
All generate. Went for good..a k owl edge of right and Wong...suspicion deep I side as in the mind anything is possible..confused reactions anything that the mind can generate..combining self with something that isn't known---.only downs u....nervousness...kept part..knowing its unreal doesn't cut it when it is real...alone they'd go away...constant doubt constnd worry and wonder...eyes that start looking t me bad in feeling..aware of bad or what is not...self doubt or possible doubt multiplied...evertrhming mistaken...anything...like...everything reminding me of something I don't w t to see when the...automatic I sanity-.takes away my self--makes it insane everything seen everything known writing for the words....the breath that turns into ...all not real but is as it is----just say that's not how he feels unit doesn't even relate to who he is--..accusation of intent of thought body awareness..-opposiite always is true..kowung the different e separates you from goodness in all...anything they will sy relate it bad there in me their me---thought generates uneven thought of query all for wrong---feeling wrong toward all intent reminded every second...plus non me blaimec from me...negative power of you..assuming the worst.like thinking they think its all bad treating me bad.-.expecting you to this k bad by how I'm treated...never good..only critisize...every action...saying I. Not normall-.don't even try...not going to work...constant negativity...not they'd this k that's.think the worse...so I this k it because they have no o trust or any thing good to say so everything's viewed bad all day every moment...did wrong ago ---take it all away--.every moment of my life...make it all bad...nothing good..but o lay good I'd be--never mattef-.-- nothing back it up with hatd---why you...junky..stigma..just always..wed all be poor me.-.no one could take it all cpday-.others affe tec like Ipgot so e crazy ..uncomfy.--need to numb it...only..out of focus..see it all ''just see not me-----
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